i just recently discovered a new emotion i feel. do you know when people invite you along because they feel they HAVE to? and you are the third wheel? and then they try to make u feel better after being the third wheel and you know that all they have for you is pitty and not real love or like for you... wow that really sux. it hurts like u cant imagine. it is like the worst type of regection ever. you feel so low and self concious and like you dont really matter to anyone. you just want to crawl into a corner and cry because those people or person makes you feel so horrible... well that was my day yesterday, and now that i have vented i feel better!
oh! haha i almost forgot... and i lost my pants, belt and sunglasses on the james river when i went tubing!!! joy!