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July 3rd, 2005
02:58 pm


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i just recently discovered a new emotion i feel. do you know when people invite you along because they feel they HAVE to? and you are the third wheel? and then they try to make u feel better after being the third wheel and you know that all they have for you is pitty and not real love or like for you... wow that really sux. it hurts like u cant imagine. it is like the worst type of regection ever. you feel so low and self concious and like you dont really matter to anyone. you just want to crawl into a corner and cry because those people or person makes you feel so horrible... well that was my day yesterday, and now that i have vented i feel better!

oh! haha i almost forgot... and i lost my pants, belt and sunglasses on the james river when i went tubing!!! joy!

Current Mood: grrrrrrrrr
Current Music: whisper song

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Date:July 3rd, 2005 03:12 pm (UTC)

eww gay ghetto ppl can kiss this.

ugh!! i hate ppl that do that shit. w/ you me and krystal it was never like that and there were 3 of us but when we had an even amount of ppl w/ hillary we were all fighting!!
haha how lame of us.
heh i love you and thats y you need to come back cuz we love you out here more than anyone does out there. they are eff holes and im gonna beat some bitches and man whores up.

wooo hooo!!!!
Date:July 5th, 2005 12:46 pm (UTC)

Re: eww gay ghetto ppl can kiss this.

hehe u better beat up their asssses for me yo!
Date:July 19th, 2005 01:16 pm (UTC)


yeah, so my summer in cali is almost over, its one of the worst ones ive ever experienced. there is nothing to do. i find myself on i suppose what you would call "self-augmentation" trips. i run out of things to do, so i make myself better. anyways, thats going to be done soon, im leaving town on friday at 4 am, and ill be back on august fifth. im driving northeast, i dont really know where im gonna end up. i want to see mt. rushmore, and go through yellowstone, but thats about it. ill keep a blog on myspace. after that i leave again on august 12 for a family trip to maui. three weeks there should be a blast. hopefully i make plenty of friends, or it will end up being lame. i know for sure im gonna go diving, and surfing . it should be fun. your summer sounds like you are having fun. i guess if you were to come into town, unless it was during the week i came back, i wouldnt see you. im sorry you lost your glasses. have a good one.

music: Dropkick Murphys: The Gangs All Here
Date:July 19th, 2005 01:23 pm (UTC)
Nevermind, the gang isnt all here, most of them are in New York.

Dropkick Murphys / Kiss Me, I'm Shitfaced
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