im so glad to have known someone it was so hard to say goodbye to
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i have a overwhelming sense of independance. i have no clue where it came from, but i really like it.
i met with my school councelor today, we talked about all my classes for next year, wow should be interesting... i also got my PSAT scores back, and i didnt do so well, but itnt meant for a tenth grader i guess i dont know... i need to get my priorities straight with school and really do well this last six weeks.
i know i am goin to fail spanish. my teacher thinks i have this huge attitude problem and argh i got written up, again, today. we had a project due and i thought it was due on thursday, so i asked her politely if i could have an extention for only partial credit, but nOOOO so she wrote me up cuz i tried to improvise and argh, i dont know who runs countrys! hell, i thought hitler was from cuba! and that was what my project was on, cuba! so i seriously almost said "uh hitler was from cuba" wow it was bad... oh well im over it.
bitch nigga plz, i will cut u (into pieces)... hehe i luv u chewy!
alicias embarassing moment for the day: i wrote to my friend kate in math that i didnt hook up w/ any guys over spring break and now i was kinda horny. and the guy that i think is extremely cute sits in back of me and kinda read it, ha wow it was great... but thats my life!!
Current Mood: groggy
Current Music: chariot~ gaven degraw
ha yeah wow.. i cut my hair last night and it looks so bad, so i will be wearing my hair up or at least half up like forever now... lol but anyways my life is so boring i need something to make it more interesting HELP ME!! lol i have been having a good week though, just chillin around the house. i went to short pump on tuesday, and tanned all day wednesday, ha and had a water fight yesterday... i really want to party hard this weekend, i am in the mood to get smashed! haha the guy nay is dating is coming home tonight, and he is like my big bro so he will make things more interesting... hopefully set me up or throw a party or something fun... but anyways im gunna go shower or eat or something.... lol *mUaH*
everything happens for a reason.... right?|
its funny when ur chillin w/ they guy u likes' friend and his friend likes u and u stop by the guys house that u like but u dont go in and later on u kinda figure out he was hookin up w/ someone while u were sittin outside... ha thats great... but again, guys can suck my huge penis!! lol
SPRING BREAK IS GUNNA ROCK!!!!
are u riding the hobby horse??
bitch nigga plz!! hehe
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: californication~somissinhomerightnow... :(
do u ever have that feeling of being so overwhelmed with drama that u just want to lock urself up in ur room and scream?? well that is definately how i felt today, dispite what others think, i really do hate drama, especially when freshman are involved ARGH!!
i dont know, maybe i didnt really like him, maybe it wasnt the way he held me or kissed me or tickled me. maybe it was just the thought that someone was holding me and kissing me and tickling me and acting like they cared about me... yah, thats it, i think it is just cuz i liked the idea, sigh... boys suck...
Current Mood: i want to do something evil...
Current Music: blah... nothing good
alicias new outlook on life, or rather boys:|
pretty much i think i should figure out more of who i am before i start dating again... now i dont really feel like i NEED a guy all the time to make me happy, i feel just as happy if not happier w/ out a guy cuz i can just be myself and do what i want when i want... so pretty much i am gunna be single for like ever.. lol hehe i love my random ass thoughts...
Current Mood: giggly
Current Music: slightly stoopid~LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED
sigh, i think things might get better now, if they dont ill get over it, but i think they will
yaaah! oh well anyways i miss all my drama buddies, i hope they are all having a terrific time in NYC! i really want to take a trip up there soon, that would be EXCLUSIVE!! HAHA well it is late and i gotta get my beauty sleep, got knows i need it! night *mUaH*
Current Mood: biting my lower lip..
Current Music: sugar on my tounge
it's terrible how much i enjoy torchering men, sigh i am so evil!
i dont understand guys!!
Today, we salute you, St.Catherines Girl. In your pointed-stilettos, you understand that having blisters and cramped pinky toes is a small price to pay for the approval of your peers. Sure, your Vera Bradley bag and oversized pearls may appear to have been stolen from your grandmother, but we rest assured that your Daddy bought them for you fair and square. And yes, you may be snobby to every guy that approaches you, but we know that you're only doing them a favor by helping them understand that they are in fact gay. So crack open an ice-cold Bud Light, St. Catherines Girl, because everyone knows that behind your dyed blonde hair, the Pink iPod, and falsely tanned skin there sits a real person in the driver seat of that Lexus SUV, and that real person...is a pale brunette.
i guess i shouldnt care, im starting not to anymore. i want to be a chill person who doesnt get angry very often. i want to be able to be calm about not doin things, i think im getting better at it. oh well, we will see what happens in 7th tommorrow...
i had to drive all the way up to staunton today, that kinda sucked. but before we left it was soo nice and my dad let me drive around the culdesac. i was really in the mood to drive, it calms me down and makes me happy. so we drove all the way out to staunton just for lunch and to see my cousins and crap. we didnt get back till like 5:00, oh yeah it was soOo much fun (sarcasm).
i dont know y i have been in such a bad mood all weekend, like friday i was fine, but then i got in a really bitchy, bad, mad mood... i think it is cuz of my family and i was on my period. so oh well, i feel better now.
i think i will go do like a mini spa thing, do the whole nine yards w/ a facial and nails and shave legs; it will make me feel hella better.
i hope tommorrow is good, if it isnt, oh well, ill get over it...
BOYS SUCK!! LOL (for now)
aggravated,annoyed,anxious, bitchy, confused, cranky, curious, weird, rejected, DiRtY...
i really hate when u are in a car w/ ppl that u dont know, like at all, and u want to trust them but one of them has just gone to sell an ounce of weed. and the others are smoking it and then driving and asking for shots WHILE they are driving... um wow it kinda creeps me out
Current Music: ~my milkshake brings all the boyz to the yard~
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